I was in this play at this time of year in 7th grade. At that time, most of what I listened to consisted of 60s classic rock and 70s hard rock and heavy metal. My favorite band at the time was Led Zeppelin (who is still one of my favorites). Some of the other bands I was listening to were The Beatles, Whitesnake, Black Sabbath, Cream, Hendrix, The Grateful Dead, KISS, and Deep Purple. Even then, I listened to a lot of other non-rock/metal music like Blondie, Elton John, ABBA, and Michael Jackson. But I had also been exposed to some death metal by that time. My first death metal experience was when I ran across a Suffocation album in 5th grade, and almost immediately after that discovering Revealed and Worshipped by Swedish brutal death band Insision. And even though I didn’t hate it, I didn’t take too much of an interest in the heavier side of things, until I heard Phobia.
I am amongst the crowd of fans that are upset over what happened between Mark James, Aaron Fink, and Benjamin Burnley. I will talk about that in my Dear Agony review, because that happened five years after this album came out.
Breaking Benjamin has sold literally millions of albums. Their sophomore release We are not Alone has been certified platinum, I remember the day I heard that Phobia had been giving a gold certification (which is what you get when you sell over 500,000 copies), and over two years later got a platinum certification. Breaking Benjamin owe some of their success to the major record label that they’re signed on to. Hollywood Records is completely consisted of mainstream pop artists, singling out Breaking Benjamin, being the only heavy band on the roster.
Benjamin Burnley writes all of the music and lyrics. I have been completely blown away by literally every single song that they’ve come out with. I read in an interview of their bassist that Ben would write and come up with a bucketload of songs that were literally undeniably amazing, line them all up, and carefully chose the ones that he thought were the best. The thing was, Benjamin was rarely satisfied enough to put any of the songs on an album. So that’s why the writing process of the album took so long, because Benjamin was so damn picky with the songs that would be on the new record, and it paid off.
This is the first album with Chad on drums. After an ugly dispute with their original (and amazing) drummer when he sued the band for a lame reason that made it obvious that he just wanted money, the band fired him and gave Chad the job. Honestly, I think Chad is a million times better than Jimmy. He has more equipment on his drum set that makes the music sound that much more beautiful, and he just has plain talent and skills! Nothing else really needs to be said about him other than he’s amazing and that you have to listen to him play in order to understand what I mean.
The thing that makes Phobia different from its two previous releases is that it’s a lot darker, angrier, and heavier. It has much more of an aggressive sound with the bass turned way up and the guitars having a more powerful distortion compared to their two other albums which had more of a really heavy grunge sound with higher-pitched guitars and less bass. I don’t get why there are so many people out there that don’t think this kind of stuff is metal. Don’t think that I’m saying something isn’t good if it isn’t metal, because I’ll bet that I listen to a hell of a lot more non-metal stuff than you. It’s just that something that has this much of an angry sound and has this much distortion on the guitars and bass can’t really be anything other than metal (little mini rant there).
The intro song is what sets the mood of the whole album. It gently pulls you in so that you can be enclosed and entwined by the opening riffs of The Diary of Jane. This is one of Breaking Benjamin’s heavier singles and it’s also their most famous and most recognized song. I was thrilled when I first heard this on the radio when I was walking through downtown Seattle. Phobia is one of those albums that literally don’t have any low points or disappointments that can be found. I honestly feel somewhat guilty picking out favorites from this album because Phobia should be seen as a whole, not “oh I like the third song”. So I’m not really going to pick out any favorite songs from this album.
Phobia has a really good mix of different sounding tracks with headbanging aggressive songs like Had Enough and Dance with the Devil and softer, more melodic songs like You and Here We Are. I know that everyone has one or more album that they’ve listened to so much that they’ve memorized every word, every note, every guitar riff, and everything else. To be honest, Breaking Benjamin’s entire discography falls into that category for me. I’m not going to even say what score I would give this album because I feel that I’ve made it obvious enough.